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Depressive Suicidal Stoner Doom

by Shi - 死

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1.
Green Death 03:42
See you there watching my move Plotting and scheming what you go n do But I've been huffing and puffing that sweet leaf Just to empty my mind and comfort me You wanted me To stay away Coughing up blood with every hack Take another drag I ain't coming back Gave you life through sacrifice Let that blood red sweat drip from my knife Don't expect anything out of this day Waiting for my god to imbue this blade You wanted me To stay away Coughing up blood with every hack Take another drag I ain't coming back This may be the last night of my life I'm sick and fucking tired of being alive I hate every single thing about myself I'm done with this, see you in hell
2.
Say your goodbyes, it’s time for me to go Wearing my smile, hoping you don’t know It’s curtain call, yes time for me to go I’ll take my bow, put an end to this show With all the thoughts that i’ve been holdin And that i’ve swallowed down Aint felt good for a long time baby I wanna spit you out I’m here right now, i don’t want to be I’ll let me die, and do it quietly I’m still alive, no i don’t want to be Just let me drown, sink into the deep With all the thoughts that i’ve been holdin And that i’ve swallowed down Aint felt good for a long time baby I wanna spit you out I have got to grab that poison from you There’s no waking, no dawn I’ll keep drinking till it’s gone With all the thoughts that i’ve been holdin And that i’ve swallowed down Aint felt good for a long time baby I wanna spit you out
3.
Drag long and hard and deep Look out across the sea Closed eyes against the wind Never waking up again Passed out from the fall Deep down against the rocks Blood splatter Mark the spot In the ocean I will rot Laid to rest My pain will finally subside Laid to rest Never have to feel again Laid to rest Once more I awake Living is more than I can take I can’t take it Unzip the bag of green Pack a bowl put my mind at ease Plan to sleep eternally Sprinkle in a little arsenic Burn it down inhale the fumes In my mind black flowers bloom Hours pass and i find my doom Cold grey corpse from toxic gloom Laid to rest Its been on my mind today Laid to rest Cant get it out of my head Laid to rest When's it gonna be reality Lord satan open my eyes Got my wish i’ve finally died And i’m here in hell In front of me, the truth unfurled Hell is just the living world The existence i want to leave Crushing me i cannot breathe I’m tired of being alive But the end i cannot find dig and claw and scratch and bite And lie awake at night Plotting my death, plotting my end But i’m scared to die
4.
DSSD 04:12
Sufferin’ every day ya just tryna get by Living each moment like yer last Don’t ask ya why Not like you got it bad But ya lost yer mind When life seems meaningless You don’t even try Yeah you know ya hate yourself you want to die Before you end this life ya wanna get high Living fast and dying young It’s no way to go Tune out the waking world While you take a toke Live slow, dying old That’s the life for me The paradox of reflection Just set me free Yes you know i hate myself I want to die Before i end this life I just wanna get high I’ve been waiting Waiting all my life I’ve been hoping Hoping for the end of life
5.
Been Fooled 04:13
Ya been fooled Big man bold soothsayer Underneath your facade Yer Caved in, broken and beaten Dumbfounded asinine savior Tell them ignorant masses Give them mountains of bullshit Promises never intended To keep, slaves to their masters Been fooled To the man that you stand behind Been fooled It’s no god that you stand behind Propped up baseless pariah Born from the womb of plenty Straight faced liar and serpent Worst halve of a two sided coin Signed up only for good times Passing out bounty of nightmares Dig down into that gold mine Fucking nazi scum Been fooled Been fooled Been fooled Been fooled
6.
Interlude 01:46
7.
Swamp Hag 06:35
I felt the pang of death as i looked into the sun Told my family i was off and said goodbye to everyone They asked “where will you go with nothing in your pack?” “I’m heading deep into the swamp and i’m never coming back” I'm unhappy being alive I’m unhappy but i’m afraid to die The sun set on a starless night and the fog began to creep Pitched the camp, light the fire, and drifted off to sleep a scream above woke me from my dream; so i gave a shout Saw the blood red eyes of that old hag before i passed out She cackled and wiped the spit off of her warty chin “You made a grave mistake by coming here; so where shall we begin” “My lady” i choked “i can’t quiet my mind; no matter how hard i try. Help me to stop this pain; transmute this curse of life” I'm unhappy being alive I’m unhappy but i’m afraid to die I felt her shifting close, the coldness of her touch Tendrils beckoning me back towards her hut She pulled out vials from earthen pots, and poured them in a cup Passed it to me with a vile grin and i drank and i drank and i drank
8.
Mudman 05:07
“We both know” she said in shrill and cackling howls “This is what you want” while hair fell from my brow “You came to me for my gifts, for my spells” As night rose like the sun I blacked out I gave what I had Flesh, blood; only mud Skin began to peel and fall to the swamp floor Organs mulched they spew and burst from every pore The crone shrieked; she’d never felt such a delight As placing this curse onto my life I gave what I had Flesh, blood; only mud I knew what i would give Bring my life to an end I’d gladly do it again Pour my life into the swamp
9.
Danksquatch 04:34
I'm breathing deep But i try to smile wide But i’m mad Life i used to have And i’m dead Thoughts in my head Now sleep Green man come Weed man come The burning curse set me ablaze And I can feel it The seeds begin to overthrow And I can feel it No life, no time, no human mind And I can feel it The plant it grows and takes its hold And i can feel it When you see me you will know me Smoke you’re breathing will set me free You’re changing When you see me you will know me Weed that’s creeping will set me free Green man come Weed man come

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released January 31, 2020

Jayce Wraley - Guitar
Zach Payne - Bass
Tyler Lewis - Drums
Lord Bael - Guitar, Vocals

All tracks recorded by Cadillac Young at the Church of Wax, Louisville KY
Mixed and mastered by Devin Harper at Nocturnal Media
Except Track 6

Album cover painted by Ryan Case

All songs written by Shi

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